What age you discovered you liked girls and how was it? I discovered it at 12 or 13 when I was entering puberty, now I have 21 years.
I was 5.
I was about 28 (had never looked at kids this way before), and at a friends wedding, my best friends 10yr old girl was out dancing in this amazing red dress. She blew my fucking mind away.
I was 6 and saw a porno for the first time at 6 i also developed a crush and would touch this girl over and over thinking she'd eventually like me like I liked her didn't happen. teacher got involved. principal got involved. then parents got involved unsure why i was stupid enough to keep touching her
in kindergarden obviously
>>29874 14 i was inosentley trying to find naked girls my own age by googleing shit like "14 year old girls naked" where i acidentley came across a search engine called lookany, which didnt sensor anything. found a bunch of preteen no nude websites and things just went on from there :d
>>29874 i was in high school when i discovered which was lucky because i could still explore it
i was 9
I was 14.
71. I realised I was a pedo. I told my wife (who died the year before) and she was very understanding. She knew someone who knew someone in kindergarten..
35 or so gf was hot and cold to me. Comp was new to me . IM 52 NO Fondling my 4yo daughter while on ghb was the start.
>>29874 when i was in kindergarten i had a gf, we kissed a lot in elementary school i had another gf, we kissed once when she was sitting on me in middle school i didn't had a gf, because i realized i liked elementary school girls after that i've liked elementary school girls but never had an opportunity to make one as my gf
Started noticing girls when I was around 8 or 9, haven't stopped. Nothing against women, but I still look at that age group, maybe because I never fulfilled my desires at that age, it's like unfinished business.
>>29874 Yeah, I was young, maybe 15 or so. Spied on young cousin taking a bath, After seeing it accidentally at first. Couldn't take my eyes off her gash, Her pussy was so pretty and neat... My jaw dropped open a dispute in was breathing heavily. It just drove me crazy that she had a useful vagina right there, Not being used at all by anybody...
>>61199 *my jaw dropped open and I was breathing heavily Fucking can't even type about it without getting overexcited lol...
I went through what one psycobabbler called stages 1-4 of the 5 stages of pedo development. Sounded like bs to me when I first heard it, when I was in stage 3, though he did have the sense to say not everyone goes through all of them: They are: 1. Innocence - liking little girl's company, but having no sexual interest. I was like that until I reached about 11. 2. Ignorance - sexually interested in older girls and/or women, but seeing the one's you like as child like in their innocence, gentleness Etc. Me from 12 to my early 20s 3. Denial - sexually attracted to underage age girls, but telling yourself it's only because they remind you of overage girls or "you can see their potential." Me from early mid 20s to late 30s, with extension for very young girls beyond that. 4. Acceptance - acknowledging to yourself that you are sexually attracted to underage girls, but not actively seeking or accepting relationships with them. Me for post pubescent girls 14-17 (ephebophilia) in late 30s Then for pubescent girls 10/11-13 (hebophilia) 40s and finally for prepubescent girls 4-9/10 (pedophilia) 50s. 5. Active - seeking and accepting sexual relations with underage girls. Not me, yet, hopefully never. Accepting, of course, when I was underage/just of age myself, making it legal. Though, of course, I don't hesitate to chase young women of legal age even if they are a third my own age. As for when.how I came to 'accept' I was a pedophile. Some years back a friend gave me a series of cliiping of one of my favorite Australian actresses, at the time 30yo, named Brooke Satchwell. Most were from the period of her acting career 16 to 30, but there were a few 'family' photos. Three of them got me very horny, see attached (8yo) and following.
>>61996 5yo, first day of school,,,oh how I'd loved to have been her teacher.
>>61997 Too old
>>62011 you idiot
Since me and my cousin did oral at 3. I didn't think much of it until I got to be about 16 and realized I still liked little girls. They so bae
>>62011 too young !
>>61997 I don't blame you, shes a goddess
>>61996 Was that blonde girl in a pizza?
>>62285 As a former Neighbors babe, she's been a bit like a pizza: - delivered to thousands of homes each day, - in 30 mins, - with lots of cheese, - well stuffed (see photo), and - very tasty.
>>29874 I was 11 when I started to notice some really cute girls in my school. Would always look forward to swim practice and have a nice wank after that. The first time I ejaculated was in a bathtub.
>>29874 Sounds like everyone here is a pedo because their first sexual experiences were with elementary schoolers. Lesson: Ban your sons from dating until highschool.
>>65226 You are a fucking idiot!
>>65229 I was half-joking, but it still resonates. It literally seems like, as a general consensus, that people who become sexually involved as a child remain attracted to children due to that being their first sexual imprint.
Sexually involved? They were not dating, they were just masturbating to classmates. So you can't tell me that when you first masturbated, you were not thinking about a girl in your class/school.
All boys do it. Your whole argument is invalid.
>>65234 >making out with a girl is just masturbating to classmates ok It was a mere observation connecting one's initial sexual encounter with a specific age group to affect one's preference long-term. chill out plz k thx
>>65236 Actually, researchers claim it is more likely being rejected at a young age that matters, not scoring. They claim that as you get older you're more likely to want women/girls like those you failed with in the past.
>>29874 I'm female in college, and I discovered it when I was in highschool. fun facts/my life story >mom deathly ill my entire life, dad was emotionally abusive >bullied throughout elem school by a group of girls >very attention hungry >first crush was my music/recorder club teacher in 4th/5th grade >started sexting guys in their 20's on facebook in 6th grade >got into DD/lg >started having camsex regularly with my laptop >became depressed and associated my worth with how much guys would cum to me >started cutting myself, failing classes >parents find out, technology is temporarily taken away until I make A's and B's in highschool >get into highschool, date guy who's a senior >he tells me he's into pedo/hebe stuff, he likes my body because I look much younger >disgusted, dump him (ironic amirite) cont'd
>>60826 >71 year old man on Masterchan Hold on, WHAT now?
>>65239 >met 30ish year old online local when I'm 15 over the summer >snuck out to meet him, was raped >got pregnant, was severely manipulated by him, worked up the courage to dump him >miscarried a couple months after the rape >get into 10th grade, volunteered at elementary school, kids loved me because I talked to them like they were adults >began fantasizing about the kids, came harder than anything else >began consuming loli/shota hentai >started dating 40 year old at 16 >got drunk, snuck out with him, blacked out, parents found me cut up and soaking wet the next day, police were called >told police it was a guy from my highschool (because the 40 year old was a nice guy and didn't do anything I didn't want) >told police about the rape half a year prior, diagnosed with depression, PTSD, and paranoia >police couldn't do anything because I was too scared to fully cooperate >had technology taken away for a few months until I asked for it back >did therapy/meds for a while, didn't do much, stopped that >started being a camwhore for pay, still do that cont'd
>>65239 >>65241 Hold on. You come to /candy/ to collect pictures of preteen girls in provocative poses and clothes? A woman? wat
>>65241 Forgot to mention that I was baker acted after the police were called, which is how I ended up telling about the rape. Now I'm dating a guy who's nearly 40 who I call him Daddy, and we do ageplay stuff. I have emotional breakdowns from public to private whenever I'm triggered (yes that's actually a thing) into flashbacks. I'm also extremely sensitive. Any sort of criticism makes me start crying. Real CP honestly nauseates me since I was abused and can only imagine how it affects children much younger than I was since it impacted me pretty hard. There's probably stuff of me out there...Which makes me feel weird. I can honestly say I even hate anyone who consume CP because they're contributing to that abuse and the ones creating the market for it. I know not all people into underage actually act on it, and I know that most guys actually CARE for the girls. Anyway, sorry for the novel, just thought I'd share since I know it's uncommon for girls to be on here.
>>65242 I don't collect them. I don't even save many of my own selfies on my phone, let alone pics of other people lol. I've always thought it's weird how people hoard pictures.
>>65247 irrelevant to this thread k thx bye
>>65253 >Replying to spam Get out.
>>65256 But I have nothing better to do with my time other than to be upset on the internet.
>>65245 How do you feel about marriage?
>>65259 Funny, but I don't really "believe" in marriage. And also, I don't know if you didn't read my greentext, but I'm pretty much insane. Unrelated, but when I move in with my boyfriend, we're redecorating his spare bedroom to be my own little girl room. Like pink everything, very girly. Because, one, I believe everyone needs their own personal space. And two, it's hot and feeds into the fantasy haha.
>>65262 How old are you now?
>>65243 Have you ever actually seen any?
>>65359 Almost 19. Why? >>65376 People have sent me dropboxes on accident.
>abuse Lol having consensual sex then regretting it later doesnt make that abuse you stupid fucking whore And 15/16 is an adult by basically all standards both legally and biology wise. god dam some people are dense. Shut up Jessi
>>65380 Did you actually examine it, though..? There's bad stuff sometimes, but some things are evidently harmless, even good.
>>65382 The guy I was with at 15 wasn't consensual sex...Don't project whatever hatred you have going on onto me. You don't even know the full story because I briefly skimmed over it. I'm pretty sure I was raped, considering I was sobbing, saying "No"/"Stop"/"It hurts" over and over again. But sure. A complete stranger who doesn't know any details knows better than me. There was a reason I protected the 40 year old I was with at 16. He, unlike the 30 year old, respected my boundaries and actually stopped when I said "Stop".
>>65392 Yes, I've also seen some stuff from masterchan. I know it's not all violent, but seeing the real thing makes me feel nauseous and start shaking a bit. Maybe it's unfairly projecting my experiences onto others, but when I see really young girls, I just think back to how depressed and hungry for attention I was because of my bad home life when I started out doing things online. I also think to how many men tried to get me to meet them by telling me that they loved me, when in hindsight I know they didn't because it takes a long time to genuinely love someone. I also think back to how many men have tried to hurt me (via blackmailing, blatant manipulation, and things of that nature) and even men on here freely expressing ill intentions, so it's hard to not think that those who actually act on it don't harbor those as well. I really do hope the girls doing it are fully happy though.
>>65396 To clarify: The reason I don't like it is because I can't help but think about the girl's home life.
>>65396 What do you think about that disgusting land whale Jessi Slaughter?
>>65396 +1 Need more people treating them right. It could be a wonderful thing if an effort were made to actually understand it.
>>65396 >fully happy though. I'm pretty sure they're miserable and regret it. I recon it keeps them up at night knowing they're useless degenerates. What about your damage goods? Do you ever post them? You should do a hello Masterchan video if your not fat
>>65380 > Why? Just making sure you're not one of the two girls I thought you might be
>>65399 I know you're joking, but she's another example of the many girls out there that are exposed to the internet and very quickly learn how to get negative attention and feed off it. >>65401 Them as in young girls? >>65402 I don't regret some of the things I've done, but I do regret doing things solely for the attention despite being treated badly. No, I don't even post pics of myself on 4ch, let alone here of all places. You don't have to believe me, but I'm not fat. I'm actually average height and underweight. >>65403 Describe them?
>>65404 I'm not joking, she's morbidly obese. Type two diabetes their of lard. I'm amazed she hasn't died of ketoacidosis yet..
>>65404 Well one is Jessi, the other is Molly lol
>>65404 >average height and underweight. Care to tease us with some tits or ass pics?
>>65405 But Toriel, the cinnamon pie isn't supposed to be spicy. >>65406 Oh, I just looked up her instagram. Boo, diabetes. But I mean, it's her life. >>65407 Haha, my name starts with V. >>65408 I mentioned I have a boyfriend/Daddy right now, so I don't feel like being part of your collection. soz Plus I'm past the point in my life where I have the need to satisfy strangers.
>>65402 Btw, how can you get off to them if you know they're probably miserable?
>>65404 Yeah young girls.
>>65410 Vikki? Vivian? Veronica? Vanessa? Not too many names start with V >I have the need to satisfy strangers Ah, come on, I'm sure ya got some attention whore left in ya
>>65411 >how can you get off to them By fapping Ever seen Daisy's Destruction? Gets me rock hard when she starts screaming I edge until they kill her, then cum buckets. Im mostly into violent rape/snuff films
>>65412 Well the thing is...Most pedo/hebes are men. And most men don't understand what it's like to be the young girl, so I think it's difficult to really comprehend in order to treat them right. I feel like a lot of the men on here will see girls and, if they're not obviously in pain, assume or talk themselves into believing the girl enjoys it and is genuinely happy. And just sort of chalk up the sexual deviance to boy's behavior, but it's really not similar whatsoever. But being in that position, it's more like an addiction to feed some sad part of yourself. For example, I never even had an orgasm without crying hysterically afterwards until a while ago. I'm not justifying it, but is what I'm saying make sense? Sorry if I'm being confusing. >>65413 The first two names were close!! hahaha >>65415 No, but I googled it just now. Is it real? Or is just theatrics? What made you unable to sympathize with innocent victims?
>>65417 One of my favorite cam whores would sit there and cry her eyes out. I love to just sit there and watch. Vi- Victoria? I strangled a girl to death named Victoria It was very fulfilling, she was very young. She died with her eyes locked on mine. With my cock in her ass. Once again, came buckets
>>65419 10/10 meme nice shock value
Daisy's Destruction is very real. There's a ton of hurt core out there With the whole #pizzagate thing going on, I fear I'll never find new material again and will have to go back to making my own
>>65420 >Tips Fedora
>>65417 >Well the thing is...Most pedo/hebes are men. And most men don't understand what it's like to be the young girl, so I think it's difficult to really comprehend in order to treat them right. I feel like a lot of the men on here will see girls and, if they're not obviously in pain, assume or talk themselves into believing the girl enjoys it and is genuinely happy. And just sort of chalk up the sexual deviance to boy's behavior, but it's really not similar whatsoever. But being in that position, it's more like an addiction to feed some sad part of yourself. For example, I never even had an orgasm without crying hysterically afterwards until a while ago. I'm not justifying it, but is what I'm saying make sense? Sorry if I'm being confusing. I never thought a sexual relationship should be casual between an adult and child. I think if you're going to be with a girl, you should stay with her. >>65421 It's shitty.
>>65421 There's always a spectrum. >>65424 >yt_thumb.jpg >>65430 >I think if you're going to be with a girl, you should stay with her. I think that's great in theory, but it's sort of a utopian view of things. There's too many things to mess up that scenario. And I highly doubt most men who get involved with girls stay comitted long term because they grow up. And I think the longer guys are into this stuff, the easier it becomes to sort of objectify girls on a pedestal and not really empathize with what they really are.
>>65430 >I think if you're going to be with a girl, you should stay with her. Only if you found the right one. I been through a lot of girls, been with the same one for the better half of a decade now. Open relationship, but permanent. We're settled down, but still play around. There's nothing wrong with 'wham bam, thank u ma'am'
>>65437 >Outlander >not really empathize with what they really are. Not really what people think about when they're fapping Besides, who cares who they are? The purpose of the pictures is just fap material
>>65437 It could be utopian, but I think it should at least be tried and proven. The relationship I was in was incredibly fulfilling, though it only lasted a year. I would've stayed with her for as long as it continued to work. >>65438 Reasonable. And yeah, a few casual encounters are probably harmless, but just sex doesn't work for any kind of relationship, and if you don't invest in them any other way.. That's interesting though. How did you get to be with so many girls? Kids of friends?
>>65439 That's exactly my point. The girl isn't a person anymore, she's just masturbation material. You don't even consider the pain she's gone through. That's why law enforcement cracks down on CP. Consuming it creates a market for the abuse since the consumers don't care what happens to the person on the other side. >>65440 Dude, he's shit posting. Don't tell me you actually believe him lol. The issue is that girls grow up and become "grannies", and they also change tastes. That's why you shouldn't marry your highschool sweetheart, let alone your elementary school sweetheart haha.
>>65440 >How did you get to be with so many girls? I'm a Chad I have to beat them off of me with a stick
>>65441 It's not exactly impossible :p If a day came where she didn't want to be with me anymore, I guess we'd break up. Besides, I'll be dead before she becomes a granny lol
>>65441 Also that's why I think cp should be regulated instead of outright banned.
>>65444 >cp should be regulated I just lost brain cells reading that. So we should regulate parents being paid to pimp out their kids?
>>65446 Way too many assumptions.. The money, if any is made on the content itself, could go to a college fund, or if they're from a poor family, have the option to pay bills or whatever. The kid has a choice, just like with modeling. They don't have to if they don't want to. Only allow nudes just to start. Until some better research can be done into adult/child relationships All of it has to go through some kind of gov't agency for approval. Gov't has to know the models and whatnot. Just brainstorming
>>65453 Your brain isn't very big, is it?
>>65455 Got something better?
>>65453 >The money, if any is made on the content itself, could go to a college fund, or if they're from a poor family, have the option to pay bills or whatever. When minors under 16 (such as actors/models) make an income, it goes directly to their parents. They get to decide what to do with it. >The kid has a choice, just like with modeling. They don't have to if they don't want to. The problem with this is that sex education is very limited to children, especially taking into consideration where they're from because the district school board decides the contents of sex education. They would have to be talked into it (much like children are talked into modelling, acting, and even sports) because prepubescent children don't know much about sex. >Only allow nudes just to start. Until some better research can be done into adult/child relationships The children cannot consent to the research, so their parent has to consent to it. The researchers/parent be held reliable for the psychological damage done to the child, which is unlikely to be allowed. Very flawed.
>>65464 >The kid has a choice, just like with modeling Also, the child wouldn't have a choice lol. Plenty of child models/actors/anything don't want to do it. It's their parent forcing them to in order to milk that cash cow/project their dreams onto their child. Children are at complete mercy to their parents. There's very few things a child can say no to legally because their "parent knows best". Legalizing CP is going to allow some major psychological and physical abuse to be done by parents...all legally. It's completely flawed.
>>65466 Furthermore, legalizing it won't help prevent objectification of little girls which drives men to rape them. It also won't prevent the creation of hard stuff under the table either. If anything, it'd encourage it.
>>65467 #legaizerape Problem solved
>>65464 >When minors under 16 (such as actors/models) make an income, it goes directly to their parents. They get to decide what to do with it. Don't allow that to happen. >The problem with this is that sex education is very limited to children, especially taking into consideration where they're from because the district school board decides the contents of sex education. They would have to be talked into it (much like children are talked into modelling, acting, and even sports) because prepubescent children don't know much about sex. Citation needed. Show me most models are convinced through a great deal of effort. You also don't need to know anything about sex to pose nude. Don't know why you would even think that. >The children cannot consent to the research, so their parent has to consent to it. The researchers/parent be held reliable for the psychological damage done to the child, which is unlikely to be allowed. http://pastebin.com/rtwHRvbW >>65466 Again, citation needed. >>65467 If you divide the market so that you can control some part of it, the people will gravitate to what they find most fulfilling. Right now everything is mixed together. It's not about stopping abuse. Stopping abuse means invading privacy, and even then isn't 100%. And no, it wouldn't encourage it. That's like saying that because CO legalized marijuana recreationally, now there's a heroine epidemic. All the false.
>>65472 Because it's immoral to have children blindly pose nude to have men beat off to them when they jerk off. >>65472 Marijuana is still illegal at a federal level retard. Your system would only work under a socialist government. soz
>>65474 Then explain why pure nudism has professional photographers
>>65472 >because CO legalized marijuana recreationally, now there's a heroine epidemic There is a direct link between the two. Homeless Junkies flocked to CO after the legalization Creating an heroine epidemic there, supply vs demand
>>65475 Nudism being photographed isn't specifically for jerking off. The reason nudism is legal is because the children are not positioned in a sexually suggestive way. Once it's sexually suggestive, it's illegal.
>>65477 The reason photographing underage girl in nudist scenarios is legal* to clarify
>>65474 >>65477 >immoral to have children blindly pose nude to have men beat off to them >Nudism being photographed isn't specifically for jerking off. Leaving legality out of it, it seems there's a double standard here. Let's also throw in topless preteen underwear modeling.. All of it could be fapped to.
>>65480 Is topless preteen underwear modelling legal in the US? I seriously doubt it is. But I'd believe it if it's legal in Czechopedophilia. It isn't a double standard dude. Having girls pose nude FOR THE PURPOSE OF BEING JERKED OFF TO is porn and sexually suggestive. There's a difference between a girl spreading her pussy and a girl chilling with her mom at a nudist neighborhood. (which I doubt she consented to btw, and I also think that's wrong, but that's a different territory)
>>65474 >Because it's immoral to have children blindly pose nude to have men beat off to them when they jerk off. Opinion. >Marijuana is still illegal at a federal level retard. No need to be a cunt. If states wanted to outlaw it, or not, it would be up to them. >>65476 Yeah looks like I'm wrong about that. But I can't find statistics for CO residents v nonresidents.
>>65482 >Opinion. Morality in general is an opinion, but I can guarantee that's the popular opinion of the US. >No need to be a cunt. Then don't bring up the legality of marijuana as a comparison. They're not similar.
Suicide pact when?
Anyway, there's a reason CP was made illegal and the age of consent is so high. Because yes, pubescent kids are horny, but they're also stupid and very easy to manipulate. And so are 18+ year olds, but at least their brains are pretty much finished developing, Making it legal again would be a serious political regression, I doubt it'll happen. soz
>>65485 >soz Wat?
>>65487 >cut-marks-on-legs.jpg Wat
>>65488 >Hitler Dubs Wat Wat in da butt
Do you have scars on your arms and legs from being a degenerate teen Victoria?
>>65489 >Wat wat in da butt Nothing. Because that's illegal.
>>65491 What's illegal? And what's so, you never did answer
Damn spell check soz
>>65490 I never said my name is Victoria. B^) soz >>65492 orly? soz
>>65483 So people's default bias should always prevail over anything that challenges it? Go ahead and explain to them what the consumers are doing. You think them knowing about masturbation is going to ruin it all? Fine let it lol as long as people don't poison the well.
>>65493 soz, but desktops don't have spellcheck >>65495 Again, it's political regression. Considering all the hate towards the Middle East right now, especially with our current president, it's not anywhere close to happening. soz
>>65496 president-elect* soz guyz soz
>>65496 >desktops >Current year People still use those? Android master race
>>65496 I don't expect it to change. I know how strong the default bias is, and how the flaws in other places/cultures exacerbate it. Go ahead and make no effort to control and work with the situation. Let children continue to be more likely to end up in bad situations. It's like there's a societal fetish for tragedy. Gotta have something to hate.
>>65415 I feel sorry for you man, you really are very sick
>>65243 thank you for sharing your experience
>>65415 >until they kill her
>>65508 >Let children continue to be more likely to end up in bad situations I don't think the solution to child abuse is legalizing child porn, sorry. That just makes it legal for people in positions of power to hurt them. How would someone be able to differentiate a "legal" child porn star and a non-certified one? You wouldn't be able to. How can you differentiate rape with acting? There's a reason the default bias is what it is, and you know that. Don't pretend that all pedophiles are amazing people. I'm not trying to sound mean, but there's a reason most of you have to craft a web of lies to get such young girls to sleep with you. >>65564 Thank you for thanking me! :)
>>65616 >I don't think the solution to child abuse is legalizing child porn, sorry. I already said it's not a solution, nor is it meant to be. It's about dividing the market and getting some actual clarity on it. >How would someone be able to differentiate a "legal" child porn star and a non-certified one? Already answered that. Register them all with the government. Only allow a licensed studio to produce it. Have surveillance and armed guards present during each shoot, and escort them back to their guardian when it's done. >How can you differentiate rape with acting? What part of nudes don't you get? >There's a reason the default bias is what it is, and you know that. Yes. Feminism, bad people, bad science, and propaganda. >Don't pretend that all pedophiles are amazing people. Dear god.. Quote me even implying that. >I'm not trying to sound mean, but there's a reason most of you have to craft a web of lies to get such young girls to sleep with you Since I know you can't provide numbers on: % of pedophiles % of pedophiles that pursue children v those who don't % of pedophiles that actually get with a child and have a sexual encounter % of those that were deceitful/manipulative/threatening Weak point.
>>65692 This is such a stupid debate. Just pls accept that CP will not be legal/regulated. >Feminism >because women didn't like being sold off at 12 for marriage
>>65731 The world is in chaos because women have too much power in society The world was doing fine before pesky little cunts tried to go against freedom. Look at how many queers and broken homes there are. All a result of feminism
>>65731 I need feminism because women have the right to sell themselves at 12
>>65731 Already said that I didn't expect it to change. Wanna see irony? >This is such a stupid debate. >I should have the right to vote. Fucking Kek
>>65467 Explain why the Japs aren't raping lolis left and right despite their massive obsession with lolicon hentai and/or hentai in general. >inb4 its not real
>>65801 Because lolis are 2d. You can't rape paper.
>>66193 Way to miss the point. When he said lolis, he meant junior idols. Why aren't junior idols being raped despite the prevalence of lolicon?
>>66255 >Why idols aren't being raped Cuz they're idols and the whole "lolicon" thing in Japan is actualy a 2d thing
>>66266 Then why are junior idols even a thing? You really think there's no connection?
>>66275 actually I feel bad for the idols, adult and adolescent even the Scandinavian models who are pubescent are from really poor families and essentially their contracts pretty much fuck them over like if their bust/waist/hips change by 1cm (which is normal for growing girls), they can terminate them and charge the girl's family thousands of dollars it was in some documentary with this really cute 12 year old girl who was super poor and won a contest to do modelling in japan
15 (finishing second year in high school). Thought I just liked small/petite chicks...then I realized the girls I looked at most were in 8th grade or under. Kept brushing it off till I got to college. But the relationships I had with chicks my age sucked because I was never really into them. Didn't realize how fucked I was till I got stuck babysitting my cousin and her 3 friends for a sleepover(10-11 y/os) I was 20. I kept getting wood and having to stop playing every few mins. 25 now and heavy alcoholic.
Here is my story. Ever since I remember I desired to have a wife. I always felt attracted to girls ages 10 to 15, my overall preferred range, When I was in elementary school I was eager to reach the age of 10 and start dating, didn't happen. At the age of 14 I began to look for erotic material with girls around my age, focusing on 10 to 12 year olds. At the age of 15 went through a depressive phase. Still never dated. At this point I secretly search for lolis both 2D and 3D. At the age of 18 began to self loathe myself for my peodphilia. Still never dated, went full SJW for a few years as a form of projection of my own self loathing claiming all men were filthy pigs (Except for me of course) and expecting I could get some pussy. Didn't work Had a secret crush on a 10 year old girl at the time My searching habits never changed. Eventually comes 2014, SJW disaster blows up in most of the world, I realize I was tricked into hating myself. A series of events related to women rejecting me because they swallowed the SJW pill, including the once 10 year old I had a crush on, brings me to realize there is a divide between men and women. At my 24 years of age I decide to turn a new leaf and stop SJWs before they infect the world and ruin it even further. Enter late 2014, I begin to visit 8 chan looking for other anti-SJW folks. Find /hebe find out most /hebe users were anti SJW. Realize part of my self loathing and former SJW programming was due to my represed desire for loli. Shed my self loathing, embrace my pedophilia and face my inner demons. Currently I have lots of healthy non sexual interaction with young girls, a few of my friends know I am a pedophile, they are OK with that. My sister knows, she OK with that. While I might seek sexual interaction with young girls, what I seek the most is love.
>>70749 >Shitlander >...a few of my friends know I am a pedo and are OK with it Well of course your pedo friends won't give a shit...
>>70502 I have non pedo friends who are ok with me..
>>70479 That's probably cause parents don't spend any time with them so when they become teenagers they start listening to these hollywood whores and they turn into sluts. Women aren't women anymore. You know what i mean.
>>70633 Bruh, it's like a little girl is what you wish a woman would be. Can't just be good to a woman these days, you have to compete with her income, her whole quality of life. A little girl will be happy with you if you treat her right.
>>70633 >>70634 People nowadays are crap. That is why all I want is some love, because love is scarce nowadays.
>>70634 broke ass detected lol Get a job ya bum
>>70646 Psshhh I'm just not trying to hear 'how come you didn't go to school? You're a man you should be better than me, right' The obliviousness is too much. >>70642 Scarce af
>>70642 No one loves an >Outlander
>>70647 True that, as long as you're working and making decent money, and have your own truck/place, that should be all that matters. No girl wants a broke ass nigga
Im not sure how it translated to girls, but my friends older brother and his dad at other times would make me suck them off and they would do it to me. We also did a lot of humping eachothers butts with our dicks. Come like 12 I started to do the same shit with really young kids around me. Now I am a balanced and asexual person.
>>29874 at 15
too damn old and yet still not born early enough in the century
I realized I was pedo at 14.
I was 5 or 6, I first noticed the CopperTone girls ass. no shit, it was like 1973...
>>70479 the only people I've ever been able to admit being a pedo to are gay men. There is an 11-yr-old girl at my church and she is just cute as hell, as I'm sure you can imagine. She has been asking for the past few weeks if I have a girlfriend, so you ca guess that she has a massive crush on me and vice versa, but it's just not practical to get involved with a girl that age, even if her parents were OK with it. Really just vanity. I honestly wonder if the evolutionary "purpose" of pedophilia is just to get guys interested in future wives and begin to woo them, but not wife them yet. >doesn't stop me from fapping
I assume that the attraction to children was because 15 used to be middle-aged. Not long ago, either.
>>29874 I was 10 or 11 and started looking at LS Island type stuff and whatever else I could get over P2P, including some pthc. Although I do find other age ranges attractive I never grew out the younger ones. 26 Now. When I was around 15, three 9-11 yo girls moved into my home with their mother after they lost their own (parents split up). They stayed for about 15 months. I can't count the amount of times I saw them naked or towels slipping when coming from the bathroom etc. All of them usually just wore big t-shirts with no underwear in the evenings, so the amount of upskirt was unreal. I used to have a few voyeur videos but lost them on a bricked hard drive. They were beautiful. I still fap over memories of some things that happened between us back then. Best time of my life really.
>>83854 >>84347 Interesting theories. Though I'd say it was more likely because our early ancestors used to live in such small tribes they had to take wives from other tribes to avoid inbreeding. Also the rate of death (or loss of ability to bear children) during childbirth was very high. So men would often want several wives in their lifetime. In some place tribes lived in different places and rarely met. Given the women/girls of the tribe needed to learn where to find food/water/safety at any time of the year it would be beneficial if they started learning young. So having men attracted to young, even underage, girls was probably good for survival factor. Which would also explain why most men who are attracted to kids don't, and don't really want to, have sex with them. They just want to posses them. The one's who do, and the one's who lust for same sex kids are statistical anomalies...like people who lust for animals, trees, pain Etc.